NF

Hey girls...

Mais um dia de NF entao... rs minha avoh falou que eu tva com olheiras ontem mas eu nem ao menos me sinto tonta entao certo que ela exagerou...como eu queria ser mais magra e mais bonita.tudo seria mais facil. esse ano eu me apaixonei pelo meu professor de ingles de 32 anos e agora que vou mudar de cidade e morar sozinha pra fazer faculdade tenho medo de sintir falta dele. sempre que eu estou com outro cara na minha cabeca eh ele q eu to beijando. desculpa desabafar isso aqui... mas rs olhem  o que escrevi pra ele. N enviei o email eh claro, soh salvei. Sera q envio?//

 "i really dunno how to start it but i feel i cant go live in an other city and just forget everything that happened here.i bet u dont know what im talking about. i feel so idiot that  u cant imagine...u know how much i love to write and i really think im better writting than talking so...

when i first met u i thought u were kind of angry and rude  u know but then i saw u are a really nice guy... maybe ill regret that im writting this note but maybe ill regret more if  i dont.i mean.. u are nice u know a really good  teacher and im happy that i was ur student this year.

its really cute the way u take care of that little girl...Maria Teresa ull be a great dad in the future. i know maybe u think im just a girly one and i dunno...maybe I am.

u were really important to me this year and ill miss you a lot.really.

i know im quite strange and i isolate sometimes... but . i dunno. i wish i were different but im not.

i know  u dont see me like a women i know that and u made it clear that day in the car ... u made me cry i wasnt soo drunk u know. i wasnt. but u know.. i just want to say i wish u were happy in everything u do now and in the future.

Cause you really deserve it. i mean it.

maybe u get famous as a guitar player,..its never to late for our dreams u know and I know u would like to have been a slash rsss

 be happy forever ok?

thanks for all ur help this year.

see you ...or not ...someday maybe in the guns'n roses show?rsrsrsrs  "

eu escrevi isso chorando... bom nem vontade de comer hoje eu tenho. e pra me punir por ser tao nojenta  eu subi os oito andares do predio denovo.

Meninas eu to taaao triste... tenho medo q ele me ache ridicula se eu enviar esse email... 

Me ajudem... =(

BeijosSs

Para a Ana de Portugal... bom inicio de aulas linda, ontem vc almocou bem pouco e  o cha verde ajuda muito e eh sempre bom tomar...desculpa n ta muito animada hj neh mas eh que putz...amanha eu melhoro.. =*